insanitylabs

rather randomly, i end up here exactly a year & a day since my last journal entry.  probably would have been cooler to post yesterday, but as they say...a day late and...well, you know. much has happened in the days that have passed since my last utterance here.  you know none of it & chances are great you never will.  chances are even greater that it would somehow impact you if you did, so we'll leave it at that. the one thing i've picked up in this last year that actually means something is this: "you must be the change that you want to see in the world." that is all.

Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes Lessons learned then gradually surfacing Letting go, stripping naked to scream I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns I'm a retarded, disfigured clown Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall I'm an equal being of no race or color A hallucination if you will Sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart To a new rhythm, just to feel better -blue october

This glancing life is like a morning star A setting sun, or rolling waves at sea A gentle breeze or lightning in a storm A dancing dream of all eternity -loreena mckennitt long-quiet demons have shaken the dust from themselves...